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I first met Ryan a couple of months ago when he introduced himself to me, and ultimately we started talking about the boob reading, right? And I thought, what is this guy about? What’s happening here? But I ultimately decided to do it after reading a bit about him and talking with him about what he does. And so I did it. I sent the picture off and I woke up the next morning to an audio recording of this boob reading where he talked about my life based on what he could see from my body. My body is telling him the story, and he was spot on. He talked about the issues I was having with my children related to boundaries. He talked about my love life, which was basically non-existent. At that point, I had completely shut myself off from love or the idea of love or thinking that it was even for me.
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I was close-minded at that point, and I was stunned by that, that my body could tell him what was going on with me emotionally. And so I was like, okay, this guy, this is legit. He’s onto something here. And so we’ve just been texting back and forth and getting to know each other a little bit, so I am getting more comfortable. And then today was my first session with him, and I’m stunned again. I have spent four decades since a childhood trauma trying to recover from it, from self-worth issues, addiction issues, inner child shadow work, all this stuff that I have been doing for four decades.
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And I have this feeling that I have released something and I’m moving forward in a way that I have not ever felt in all of that time. What he’s trying to do is take all of those emotions that I have held within myself for 40 years and release it, let it go because that energy is blocking me from having the life that I want and deserve. And I could not figure that out until now. I couldn’t figure out what was missing, what’s wrong, because I was always doing what was suggested of me. I’m always listening to what do I need to do? How can I improve my life? How can I fix this or that or the other thing. And it’s exhausting if you do it, you know what I’m saying? It’s exhausting. I drove an hour and a half
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Today to meet with him, and I cried during the session, which was the beginning of releasing all of those built up emotions that I have held onto so tightly that are just stuck within me, and they’re starting to come out. And in doing so, I made a connection with my inner child today that I have never made. I’ve always talked about her because that’s what I’m supposed to do. I was supposed to go in and get her and pull her out, and now she lives with me and I take care of her, and that’s what I would say. But I never felt it. I didn’t know this. I never felt it until today. In recovery, they talk a lot about the distance between your head and your heart being a thousand miles. It’s a really long distance. And what they mean is you can know something intellectually, you can understand it, but until it makes the trip to your heart and you feel it, you don’t really get it.
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It made the trip today. I’ve felt it in my soul today that she is me. We are the same person, and that she needs me and that I need to take care of her. And I absolutely am going to do that. In fact, on the way home, I cried nearly the entire time for an hour and a half driving home and in not a poor me way, but a healing way. And I’ve always struggled with food issues and body image issues, and I don’t even think about food until three o’clock or five o’clock in the afternoon.
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When I left the session today, I was starving. Absolutely. I felt so hungry, which is not normal for me. It was unusual. And so I stopped and I got a cheeseburger and fries and a soda and a milkshake for my inner child with whipped cream, and I ate every single bite. And it was like the first step in connecting with her and taking care of her, feeding her instead of punishing her. It was impactful. And a change has begun. I feel different if you are like me and you have struggled with these types of issues for I don’t care if it’s a year or a lifetime, whatever it is, and you’ve done what is suggested of you. You’ve done the therapy, you’ve done everything that people suggest, and you just still don’t feel good about yourself, or you don’t feel like you’ve made the progress you need to make or wanted to make. Or if you’re blocked in some part of your life, such as relationships, I highly recommend just
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Be open-minded about trying something new and different. And those things don’t always work for everybody. I’m not knocking therapy or anything like that because it has gotten me this far, but it was never enough. It was never enough. And I finally feel progress. I feel better already after one session, and I can’t put a price tag on that. It’s huge. It’s stunning. So I highly recommend at least chat with him and consider the boob reading so that you too can be stunned by what he’s able to identify about your current situation just by the story that your body is telling. It’s amazing, and I wish healing for all of us. What happened to us wasn’t our fault necessarily, but it’s our responsibility to heal. And I thought I was doing everything that I could do, and it just wasn’t working for me that I was just different or was never going to get well. And I finally feel today like that’s definitely possible, getting well and living the life that I deserve in having the relationships that I desire and deserve. So I wish you guys all the best. I highly recommend and encourage that you check it out. I don’t think you’ll be disappointed. Much love you guys.